From: Soy's phone
To: A blogger of this parish
Time: 2:ish am

I have set 4 alarms. 4! I bet I'll still be late. I love drink. And you. Nightynight x

From: Soy's phone
To: A blogger of this parish
Time: 8:01am

No. No no no. Is cruel trick on mind. Is actually still 2am.

From: Soy's phone
To: A blogger of this parish
Time: 8:09am

My face. It is stuck to pillow. The clock ticks. I cry.

From: Soy's phone
To: A blogger of this parish
Time: 8:40am

I am ready for work. I have my shoes and bag on. I have make up. Hair, done. But I can't get off my bed. I can't. It's holding me.

(Not drunk last night. Not up til 3.30am. Not dying a bit.)